Friday, 2 November 2018

Message to the Universe

I have felt super, duper confident about this pregnancy for three whole days since I found out. But now the doubt and fear has started to sneak in.

I really, really (REALLY) don’t want this to end badly. I don’t want the heartache, the frustration and the wasted time. I don’t have the energy for it.

As hormones has made my cry for a myriad of reasons in the last couple of days, I feel weary to the bone just thinking about it.

Please Universe, don’t do it to me this time. This is my last time, please just let me enjoy it. Thanks.

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